BTS with AJ Sloan: Getting Acquainted with the Cain Behind the Clown

June 2, 2023
AJ SLOAN

The multi-talented Cain (just Cain) and I just wrapped a mischievously erotic scene with Himeros and, well, now we are enjoying our downtime lying in the Moroccan meditation room to the sweet smell of patchouli basking in our post-nut clarity. I had the honor of becoming friends with Cain on our last Himeros shoot back in January and thank Himeros and other homoerotic deities for crossing our paths again. Cain is truly one of the most multifaceted people that anyone would be lucky to encounter. When he's not exuding his unfiltered sensuality for the camera he can be found under the night skies of London entertaining the masses. While lying here in the tranquility of Barcelona's countryside, Cain was filling my ears with stories to balance out my having filled him with... well, you'll have to check out our scene for those details. Anyways, I thought I'd share some of our conversation with you.

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Tell our readers about our most recent on-camera sins of the body.

(In the cheekiest of cheeky British accents) The premise was almost like a fake documentary, you getting interviewed and kinda brassin' it up with cocky, egotistical hypermasculine answers, saying that you're the best in the industry, people love your dick, the usual stuff. I overhear and come in and kind of, I guess essentially put you in your place and take a dominant bottom role with you.

Can you tell us what kind of dominant bottom energy you channeled for the scene today?

I'd say I was channeling ownership of my body but also yours. I have a lot of pride in myself as a bottom but also ownership in terms of "your dick's for me. You're here to serve MY pleasure." You were simply a vehicle for my satisfaction.

Tell me something you found challenging about the shoot, Mr. Cocky.

I don't think any challenges came up. It was a scene that, when I read the (production's itinerary) and as the week unfolded, was one that I was the most confident with. Like, obviously, we've got great chemistry so I think they could throw us some really crazy scenarios and I think we would have blitzed it.

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Describe this "chemistry" that we allegedly have.

It's kinda like, just instinct, deep-rooted human nature. It's like knowing that the color blue is blue. I only know how to be around you and how to like you.

You shot with Himeros back in January, which was a first for both of us. How has this time around differed from then?

When I did the first one in January, there was a huge gap from the last time I did studio porn. It had been a fair few years. I was nervous in that aspect, even though I've done a lot of self-produced stuff for OnlyFans and such, but it was still nerve-racking. It's super cliché, but I came away with the idea that it was personality-defining and confidence-sculpting. Going into this time, I was much more self-assured, not just because it was the same studio or because it was some of the same actors like yourself. I just think I was a bit more sure of myself, like "Okay, I can do this. I like to save that aspect of myself for off-camera. I like to do that personality for that camera."

You're full of talent. As we saw today, you're a talented bottom. As we've seen before, you're a talented top. You're also a very talented entertainer in the UK's nightlife scene as well as in other countries. Dish, please.

Thank you for the sweet words. My background is in events predominately nightlife, and my degree is in strategy and management. So when I moved to London I was like, "Ugh, everyone's so creative, I don't know how to apply such a business-centric degree to things." I eventually found my passion in producing creative events and those two link arms quite nicely. It's only in recent years in my recovery from alcohol and drugs that I started inventing this character of a clown and make-up with this club kid aesthetic that helped me find my purpose again in nightlife. Having this persona gave me a sense of purpose in nightlife but also gave me this healthy outlet. I'd rather spend my money on make-up and clothes as opposed to something that is potentially, well, definitely toxic to me.

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Time-wise, you took a huge gap in your porn career. What's your experience in porn then and now, pre and post-sobriety?

Interesting. Well, I'm a lot more present. The studio stuff I did when I was younger was about ten years ago, which is a long time where one can forget things and memories naturally aren't as strong as they were. I just wasn't as present; it was more of a means to an end, a paycheck, which it still is now but I'm more careful of the energy I put into things. There's an element of everything aligning with what energy I want to put out. So be it, there is a character, but that character still needs to be within your world and essentially someone you'd like to hang out with and associate with. There's no point in feeding into a persona you don't agree with.

What's next for Cain, personal life, professional life, or just life in general?

I'm enjoying these shoots. I mean, the two with Himeros have been amazing. maybe if I was approached or actively seeking another studio then I would see if it's really for me. I've been enjoying making my self-produced content and feel in a really good place in my mind and body. So yeah, and nightlife as well. As I mentioned, I'm traveling around and maybe as I'm there I'll put that tripod up.

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Last question. If you would be so kind as to give our readers a peek behind the curtain that is Cain, how does it feel to continuously fall under the category of "cheeky?"

(Heavy sigh in cheeky) Okay, wow. To end on a sour note... cheeky is something I have been ridiculed for... from an early age. Growing up (exhales in cheeky), cheeky is a blessing, but it's also a curse. It's something that haunts me every day. (inhales in cheeky) But I wake up every goddam day and I think, "I'm Cain. I'm the cheekiest monkey and the cheekiest boy, there ever was." And I've just got to own that at the end of the day because that's all I've got.

That is so f*ckin cheeky of you.

Yup. Point, line, sinker. Cheeky, cheeky, cheeky.