Between The Cheeks: (Vol 1, No 10) A Sex-Filled Weekend at a Fornication Retreat in Rural Georgia – Pt 1

I am Ryan Carter. I’m an adult performer and licensed mental health professional, which is an interesting and unique combination of professions that gives me quite a lot of insight about what I and others do and why, especially when it comes to sex.

Ryan Carter on set for Nasty Daddy studio in Palm Springs, CA. Photography by Anthony Duran.

I am also married. My husband and fellow performer is Digger. We started making porn content together and became known as one of the few real-life porn couples making porn together.

Real-life couple and adult performers Digger (L) and Ryan Carter (R), aka "RCandDigger, Tatted Muscle Daddy Couple."

It's been an incredible journey and I am so grateful we could do it together. I recognize, however that not everyone has a partner they can be completely open with, especially when it comes to sex and sexual adventures.

One of the biggest reasons Digger and I have a successful relationship is because we communicate with each other about all of our sexual fantasies, even the ones that don't include the other. This is not an easy thing to do, because for so many of us our deepest sexual desires can can be tied to shame, which is frequently a debilitating feeling that protects us, but it also isolates us.

Shame? What About Shame?

Digger and I have shared innumerable sexual adventures. Yet because we both have very high sex drives, so we also play apart. For me, playing apart also means being a working adult performer and being a total whore. Being a working adult performer means we often make public appearances at porn star-type events. Being a total whore means having lots of fun and random sex. Put those together and you have the gist of what it means to be a performer at Ray Dalton's Fornication. I have been 'doing' these super fun parties for a couple years now, which I love! Ray has created a safe, sober environment for like-minded men to play together. I have been to the Fort Lauderdale party several times, and last weekend I worked at the Fornication Retreat weekend in Collins, GA. Part of the reason Ray asked me was to also give a group talk on mental health, which I was super excited to do.

Atlanta

Dallas Steele and I flew into Atlanta on Thursday evening to drive out to the retreat the next morning. We both booked separate rooms at what happened to be an easy-access hotel near the airport...yay, lucky me! Long before arriving in Atlanta, I knew I was going to take loads that first night, hopefully from as many of the local sexy men Atlanta has to offer!I posted a party ad on BBRT (Bareback RT.com) and made it clear I was hosting a pump n dump event. I got nearly 100 requests to attend, of which I approved about 65 men...basically all the tops. Keep in mind that requests are not the same thing as guys who actually show up. The show rate is often typically about 10-15% of requests. From what I can gather, there's a contingency of guys online that seem to get off on making requests and then don't show up, which is super flaky and kind of obnoxious. So I keep notes on guys/profiles that do this and will never hook up with them.

So the first guy shows up: an older white guy that I was chatting with who had a really fat uncut dick. I liked him. He fucked and bred me with that big tool at least two times and then hung around to tag fuck me with the second guy that showed up. Now normally I don't like when guys linger at pump n dump events. But like I just wrote, I liked him. The second top was a black guy who wanted me to blow him. I dropped to my knees in front of him, opened his shorts and an unbelievably long dick snaked out. My eyes widened like saucers and I got to work. As he started to swell in my mouth, the first guy with the big uncut cock mounted me from behind. Getting spit roasted put me into heaven. They both stopped at the same time, pulled me up onto one of the queen beds, and took turns on my ass—which was wet from the first two loads that were just shot into me. I was instructed to not look back and to just "take it." Naturally I did what I was told. After a few minutes of getting nailed by these two men, the first guy stopped, put his clothes on and left. Just as he was leaving, a third guy showed up. The second guy busted his nut in my ass, and as he pulled out, I could feel cum seep across my nuts. He pulled his shorts up as the third guy unzipped his jeans, got behind me and pushed his fat dick into me. My hole was opened and wet, so he slid in easily. He pumped a few times and came pretty quickly....which load collecting bottoms love. Seven other guys showed up and blew their loads in my used ass. Feeling wet, cummy and satisfied after 10 guys, I stopped around midnight. I needed to sleep.

Fornication Retreat

Ryan Carter (L), David Benjamin (C) and Dallas Steele (R) walking to the pool and our first sexual event of the weekend at Ray Dalton's Fornication Retreat

On Friday afternoon, Dallas Steele and I arrived in Southeast Georgia after picking up David Benjamin and driving 3 hours to the Southeastern part of the state. It is super rural, super conservative, and almost literally in the middle of nowhere. The campground, called The Hideaway, is about 30 minutes south of the interstate and nestled off a dirt road behind a tall privacy fence with a motorized gate. So it's pretty secure.

Ryan Carter about to get gang fucked on Friday afternoon at Ray Dalton's Fornication Retreat in Collins, GA.

That afternoon, Dallas and I 'hosted' an hour-long jerk-off party that was held in a small and dark, air-conditioned building. After a quick stroke to get hard and then blowing a few guys, I made my way to the sling and jumped in, inviting over anyone who wanted to fuck me. I was about to get gang fucked. The first one over to me, a super-hung older white guy, who was wearing cum stained jock, got against my ass and then dropped to his knees to rim me crazy deep. My moaning attracted a crowd of men that circled around me in the sling. I'm a total exhibitionist so I had a big smile. The hung guy eating my ass stands up and asks, "you ready for it, boy?" "Yessir, I am!"

He pushes in the entire length of his 10 inches. It feels amazing.  The uncut guy on my left who's watching and jerking off blows a massive load across my chest and stomach. The one fucking me stops and invites others to stick their dick in me. A lean (maybe mid-30s) hairy top takes his place. My hole is opened from that previous massive dick and he slides in really easily with no lube. He erupts and pulls out and the next guy scoots over and quickly gets inside me. I think 9 or 11 guys fucked and bred me— but honestly, who really knows?! It all felt so good and was a great kick off for the weekend. I walked out of that building about an hour later with sperm leaking out of my ass and running down both of my legs. I could even smell the cum.

On Saturday are the talks, sort of like TED talks, where each performer speaks on an area of expertise. I spoke on Mental Health.

Ryan Carter speaking about mental health at Ray Dalton's Fornication Retreat in Collins, GA.

More to come in Part 2 about this incredible weekend in the next episode of Between The Cheeks!

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